100indecisions: my chains are broken (mae)
When I posted that incredibly long list of D.C. songs, I forgot the one CD I listened to the most: one I'd burned, mostly of songs [livejournal.com profile] timetakestime sent me. I'm listening to it now, and it's reminding me that nearly all of those songs fit too.

Between the motion and the act falls the Shadow )
100indecisions: my chains are broken (rain)
And everything...feels strange. It's home, and it feels like home, but at the same time it doesn't feel like home anymore.

The whole fact that I'm still sickish and didn't sleep enough last night, and have now spent over an hour on here doing nothing, having drunk almost nothing and eaten less, doesn't help. I now have a headache from sleeplessness and dehydration. I really, really don't want to go to work, and when I put in The Everglow just now to cheer myself up a bit, I realized it hasn't been played in so long that it now reminds me of last summer. And summers now seem to be very uncomfortable times for me. I really wish music didn't make these associations like this--a song reminding me of something is fine, but not when it brings this vague, undefinable uneasiness with it. I'm just kind of...screwed up right now, which I expected, but yeah.

Like Churchill, though, I can sort of say that I have a song for every period in my life. This trip certainly accumulated a lot of them.

I didn't listen to a lot of music on the D.C. trip, but a lot of what I heard seemed to apply oddly well to one part of it or another )

Going to have breakfast and attempt to accomplish something now.
100indecisions: my chains are broken (Default)
At [livejournal.com profile] faeriemaiden's prodding, I should say: I'm gone. Yes. I'm totally not here typing this. No, I'm just in D.C. for three weeks with several other students, and I can get on another student's laptop occasionally, but she's chasing me off right now. So yeah. Miss me. If you help me with my in-progress Remusfic, I will "love you forever, until Thursday or something," to quote [livejournal.com profile] banui_graphics.

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